No motivation to continue/make something of my life

Trinity

38141 wrote:

Bitch

you obviously have severe mental problems.

i pity you.

best wishes

solas

trinity wrote:

you obviously have severe mental problems.

i pity you.

best wishes

I think it's time you just tuned out.

38141

Trinity1 wrote:

you obviously have severe mental problems.

i pity you.

best wishes

I wasn't referring to you

solas

38141 you asked if others have felt this way and honestly thats a resounding yes but only after a lot of stuff happened in my life. I've been very hurt in many ways phsyically, mentally and emotionally there's been lots of trauma I've had to deal with and mostly by people I trusted or who were close to me and mostly because I was too trusting in the first place.
When I sought help I was pretty much told I deserved it too. I'd been kicked around for quite a while and I lay down for it. Each time I tried to fight for myself someone was there to make sure I didn't succeed . I've been told that my life is worthless and that people would be better off if I were dead and in a way I still believe there's some truth in that. The thing is though, I had my whole life going for me when I was younger. In my early twenties I had a great job my, own house, my own car and I was studying to further my career and a healthy social life and that was all taken away.
The things I've experienced would leave anyone bitter and consequently I have little respect for humanity in general. So I can relate in a way to how you might be feeling.

I learned that it is ok to be pissed off, in fact getting that shìt out of your system is really healthy thing to do, provided its done in a way that doesn't harm anyone else. If you don't get it out it just builds up and eat away at you from the inside.
Counselling can help although thats something that we must be ready and prepared to do for ourselves. In the meantime, just be aware of directing that anger safely.


Controlling my feelings for too long
Controlling my feelings for too long
Controlling my feelings for too long
Controlling my feelings for too long
Forcing our darkest souls to unfold
And forcing our darkest souls to unfold
Pushing us into self destruction
Pushing us into self destruction

JC 2K3

Dude, if you've nothing to lose then try some psychedelic drugs like salvia. They completely change your perception of life.

GuanYin

Oh get over yourself, it is very easy to go blame other peoples attitudes and other people for your behaviour. At the end of the day, the only person accountable is you.

If you want people to treat you like a little puppy dog and say all wonderful things to you, go ring the samaritians and don't waste bandwidth here. You asked a question, you got frank honest answers. Noone said they'd be padded with gumdrops and sugar cubes. Life is tough, people are harsh, welcome to reality.

For the record, I hate people too, although I have a very good reason for it most people are liars and idiots. Its a terrible truth, but once you get over it you'll feel so much better. I mean take you, you sit in your room all day and won't say boo to anyone, but come on here, ask some help, don't like what you see and you become all tough and aggresive, a real man.

What you're doing is living a withdrawn life, if I was convinced there was anything sincere in your posting, I'd suggest you talk to your GP about schizoid mania than anything else. But you obviously want sympathy and tea instead so "pooor wotherm, have a cuuggllle" - there feel better now?

McGinty

384141

You hate people and you hate life, that is the overall message I have recieved from your posts, if that is how you feel, the opt out. Personally I am a great believer in life. The basis of life is "get busy living, or get busying dying" and before anyone slams me for this, if someone wants out, let them on, if someone wants life, they will grab it with both hands, there is nothing that you can say or do that will alter this fact, so then 384141, what do you choose, life or death? It is up to you, and yes talking to strangers on the web is not going to alter that. What are you really seeking from fellow humans that you state you hate?

38141

I am 'tough and aggressive' because of you, psi.

You are the reason.

Nevyn

Well aren't you just a charming bundle of sunshine.
Be miserible if you wish, get professional help if you wish and want to make changes.