Letters from C&H to the world!

wnolan1992

Dear parents,

Stop. F*cking. Nagging. Me.

Sincerely etc,
wnolan

Bazinga_N

Mother,

You're wrecking my head -.- Uncool mam! Uncool! :rolleyes:

Your Favourite Son,
Nathan

Stuck Cone

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Dear males of the world,

Don't even bother,not that you have been but I'm a mentaler.Just an advanced warning.

Slarrr,
Currently feeling crazy
Ash

Ash


Shift?

Jhcx

Dear person,

I know it may be out of your hands but do you know your making me weaker everyday by not keeping in contact. The thoughts that are going through my head are slowly killing me im sure! The pain of thinking something horrible has happened to you hurts my head, driving myself crazy that i may never hear from you again. I wanted to speak to you today but that failed to happen.. You will never see this post unless i send you a link to it or show it to you. But i hope your ok, i really do!

If there is a god or gods out there, Will you return this person back to my life? Even if they are broken and hurt. Im willing to dedicate my time to healing them back to health. Please?

Your friend,
Jhcx

Jhcx

A continuation on from my last post above.

I dont know if it actually worked or what but I just want to say thank you. so much. for returning the person to my life.

Jhcx

Pigwidgeon

Dear other people on the dart,

It is me. I'm the one with a bag of fish. It wasn't my choice to the dart, I sincerely apologise about the smell, it's getting to me too don't worry.

Pigwidgeon and her 8 new friends.

Slow Show

Dear body,

If you get me through this night I promise I'll start treating you right. I'm sorry, I've been awful to you lately, I can understand why you're getting so whingy and angsty and maybe you'd rather be someone else's body. I'm sorry I've made you feel this way but we can get through it. Just stop being so weird tonight OK, this isn't very fun. Also it'd be great if you could let me get some sleep as you and I have got some business to attend to in a few hours i.e. getting up, but if you don't want to that that's cool too, I'm with you all the way, you're the boss B-dawg.

Love,
Your owner who loves you very much and will reward you with many nice things if you cop on

Captain Graphite

Dear glorious, OMFGAMAZING self,

Please stop going online when you've been drinking and posting the cringiest Facebook status updates known to man......

Lovesies,

Self.

MauraTheThird

Dear Self,

You have so much to be happy about and to be proud about. You're after getting into your first choice course and are loving it. You've made an amazing group of friends that you already know think the world of you and that you will be friends with for a long long time. Despite your internal shyness, you joined a group you've wanted to and like it a lot. Basically, your college is going really well. Surprisingly well

I know you're also feeling like everything is spinning a little too fast and that you're overwhelmed. Not having people around who 'know' you is getting to you. People who understand your black dark days. But it's going fine. You've slipped but you can get up. Open your eyes to all the good in your life right now. That's a lot more than you could've possibly imagined mere months ago when you were drowning in loneliness.

Be positive. And if all else fails, remember : Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.

LoonyLovegood

Dear you,

Get the fcuk out of my flat, and my life. You left your girlfriend so you could go deal. What the fcuk is wrong with you? She almost OD'd.

Leave us alone.

CTYIgirl

Jhcx

Dear E,

You have almost got to be the worse company on the face of this planet. Everything is wrong with you, there is always something wrong with you. there is always something wrong with your products. nothing works and at the rate your going nothing will ever work and someday you are going to fall and when you do i'll be laughing. Im only with you cause you offer a decent bundle for half nothing. Personally if it worked out financially i would leave you now.

Get your sh t together and maybe we can be friends.

Yours,
A very unhappy teenage customer wondering why your charging me a fortune for calls i have not made for a product that barely works :mad:

LoonyLovegood

Dear A,

I feel like your dirty little secret. You keep telling me that you want me, and then you ignore me. I can't do this anymore. Mentally, I'm done.

I can't play this game anymore. You win.

C

WhiskeyGoblin

Dear Dad,

I'm not quite sure if you remember this, or if you know that I remember it. 5 years ago after your mother passed away, after the funeral your brothers were all going for drinks. You, you didn't. You came home, you brought me up to rent a movie and get some sweets and some drinks(but no matter what we couldn't tell Mam).. Instead of going with your brothers, your family to make sure they were all dealing with it fine, you stayed home to make sure I was okay on my birthday. Just me, all your attention went to me, you disregarded your own feelings, just to make sure I was okay. That takes some courage. I was 15 so I didn't have a full grasp on it back then, but being 20 now. I full well understand. If I turn out to be half the father you are, I'll be doing good. I'm writing this as the ultimate thank you for the man you are. You have no idea how much it means to me. I'll always love you man!

Dad, you are the only man I look up to in life. I often don't show my appreciation enough. Sometimes I just don't think I know how, but know, you're the kind of man I want to be when I'm older.


Although I'm crying writing this, I'm happy. You remind me of the good that comes with the bad.

I love you Dad.

This pretty much sums you up man!

Captain Graphite

Dear Universe,

FÚCK YOU. FÚCK YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW. I TRY SO FÚCKING HARD BUT YOU KEEP THROWING SHÍT AT ME. WHAT THE FÚCK DO I NEED TO DO FOR YOU TO GIVE ME A BREAK?

Hatefully yours,

That insignificant miserable fúcktard that you don't care in the slightest about. ='(

Jhcx

Dear virtual listening box,

I can't be angry. There is no point because only I get hurt. A part of me inside is furious, I have no one to turn to at home they don't understand or not willing to. I've entered this whole knew phase of life and it's a struggle having to hide behind the wall. I don't understand it myself this new life. Also I'm too open I need to stop. Time to curtail my emotions like I used to because while being open and trust worthy is damaging.

Yours
The lad with the two blonde hairs.

iamanengine

This thread is a cool idea actually, good bump work Jh :P

LoonyLovegood

Dear you,

I hate you. I hate you so much. But hating you is so exhausting, so I'm trying to stop. And then someone brings you up and I want to die because I still love you after EVERYTHING. After all the pain, all the agony. I even love you after the crap you pulled.

People say love and hate are two sides of the same coin, and it's true. I just...you did some horrible things to me, unforgivable things. But I can't stop caring about you and wishing that it had gone differently. Because you put out this fantastic front, you're such a feminist and you'd never hurt a woman and you hate the patriarchy. FCUK OFF BECAUSE YOU LIE. You're a liar. I hate you and I love you and I want to kill you and I want to make love to you and I can't deal with these emotions anymore.

The girl who used to need you.

Jhcx

Dear Author

I cant do this. i cant be friends. Your lying to me. I want to ask you everything the truth the truth is what i want but i dont know the outcome if i ask you. It was my anger wasnt it admit it dont lie to me. or my dramatics, what the hell is really going on in that head of yours. What are you hiding from me?! why cant you admit your feelings the truth. why is that so hard . You said you hurt me your still hurting me keeping your mouth shut. your wrecking my life and your not even in it because i cant deal with this crap of not having the answers. This story hasnt even ended I want a closing chapter so i can punch a wall or crash my car and deal with this anger building up inside from your hidden truth. I dont know what im feeling anymore. I just dont know I dont know what way to look anymore. i dont know weather to block you so i can learn to forget about you. I dont hate you, probably never will hate you. But you texting me sends me into shock. Im still in shock and will be for a long time. But please let me resolve this so i can move onto the next book. If i can just hold out for one more week. But i cant its so tempting.

The Tear that turned into an ocean.

iamanengine

Dear iamanengine,

For the first time in a long time you are doing glorious, work, college, girls, friends, music...everything is f*cking awesome. Remember that and keep it up, for so long you were on a low, now you're on a major high (no pun intended) basically, f*ck yeah keep it up bro!

From, iamanengine

MauraTheThird

Dear Maura,

I know you loved him and I know you still don't know what really happened but you really have to stop. You know how much you did for him. It genuinely is his loss that he hasn't realised how great you are. You're finding it tough but look around you; you've gotten a payraise at work, into third year with no repeats, closer to passing your driving test and feeling better about yourself.

It hurts that he couldn't love you but look at how many people *do* love you. You have made some of the best friends in your life and achieving more than you could have imagined two years ago when the thought of another day made you want to cry.

Stay strong my love.

Jhcx

Dear Jhcx

Keep the head high.. Keep positive last night you realised and coped on. Today has been really positive no matter how sick you were feeling it's just emotions they wash away. Keep this up and the old you will be back. You've become something you were never ment to become you've let emotions get in the way. But let today be the first day to be the mature 21 year old everyone sees you as.

Jhcx

Dear life,

Why am I unable to stop analysing everything every small detail. why must I jump into the reality of unknown. who am I supposed to be? I'm a smart person but choose not to use any part of my brain and act stupid. What is my path or is there a path for me at all? let's sleep for one more day and see what tomorrow brings

Justherechillinx

iamanengine

Just here chillin x...well there is a long wondered question answered!

pajor

Dear girlfriend

Yesterday I returned home after spending 6 glorious weeks with you in your wonderful little house. While I am a little heartbroken that I won't get to wake up next to you every morning for a good while now; our long time together really did show to me how I just wouldn't be able to cope and go on with life without you in it.

To many more happy times together.

Lots of love

P

Dwy

Dear Conor,

Why did I waste 5 years chasing after you, infatuatingly in love with you when I should have been loving myself most importantly throughout all of those secondary school years. Why am I so inclined to believe there is hope at the end of every rainbow? I'm sorry for putting you on the pedestal and creating a distance between a true friendship we could have made. I barely came into school and ended up with around a 70% attendance over you; even leaving 5th year early. It took me too long to realise that if it were mean't to be, it wouldn't have seemed so hard when trying. However, thanks for opening my eyes to my true self-worth and how much over the horizon is meant waiting for me. I guess at the end of the day, if you can't love yourself; how in the hell you gonna love somebody else?

Dear Me,

Well here we are bitch, why are you such a bitch; well it ain't a bad thing eyy? LOL. You say you don't like labels, yet that's all you judge by... I'm sorry we lost track on what's really important. You really gotta stop bringing people into every 'problem', which by your definition isn't even a problem for you. I know you say you don't care enough to tell anyone you are gay, yet that's still an issue for you when push comes to shove. Although I guess when you consider it to be a weapon when another has knowledge of it, anybody would. This post is the most vulnerability you've ever shown in your life to others, but the fact it is; is just very sad. You hold a lot of grudges, but don't fool yourself into thinking everyone deserves a second chance... Your dad was a clear disappearance from most of your life and made hell for the person who means the world to you, your mum. The bruises and emotional scars he's left on her and everyone are something to never forget. I hope you make a circle of friends with your fighting game connections in Ireland and stop being so shy to even start up a conversation because you're afraid of saying something wrong to ruin the whole thing. Like sending that message to that one guy sparked the light bulb in your dim head that you were actually kind of infatuated with him the day you spoke to him, even though he's with someone and clearly not gay but like oh well. Remember that guy you met at that fighting game tournament? He stood out because of a physical difference (I thought he was major cute though!) between him and many other people and you were just in awe and respect for him because of how socially able he was with others, despite having something that must get asked a lot about by common other ignorant people he must meet on a daily basis. I wish you find a common ground with those Irish guys to become more liked and involved... You really need to try hard this time to not let go every single time you believe it's too difficult to make any friends and self-indulge yourself back into loneliness like you have been doing for the last 5 years. You've been thinking too much with your head, and forgot what really matters in life is to follow your heart (like Mulan).

Dear Dream,

You're the reason I wake up in the mornings, why I make a breath, take a step and hold a grip on reality so tightly. The perfect personal appearance, nice circle of friends who love you for you, living in a great area surrounded by cool people and the perfect kawaii Asian boyfriend (yeah I don't know why it's not like I don't like others but it's just a preference thing really when I think of love). I just hope you come sooner than I honestly feel it all will...

Always and Forever,

Dwy

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I feel as though someone I know of will eventually read this, and in that moment you've finished reading I would greatly appreciate you ask me about anything I've written if you wish, so things aren't left out in the open. I could never expect to be friends with others and they don't even know who they're friends with, now's the end of that. I also didn't want to end this post on a bad note so I wanted to say thanks to the few who's chatted with me in the IFG scene, to help me feel included and welcomed; despite my clear lack of return... your efforts are not ignored! Also, special thanks to Skye for being the bestie hoe with me throughout it all (LOL!). As well to everyone who's taken care into reading! (:

Jhcx

Dear Words.

Write me a sentence that smiles. write me one that brings good news, one thats filled so that i dont think about the negative things my brain likes me to listen to. But words, please shut up, Dont speak anymore you are going to hurt someone scratch that you will hurt a lot of people. Damage has been done friends have been pushed away. Words if you seriously want to do something write me a cv, or make me become something better than this person i am.

Sincerely,
The personality in the Body.

Jhcx

Dear Thread

I forgotten you were here till now where you popped into my head to remind me i can write somewhere public that i do not wish to keep to myself. but Unfortunately the letter i have in my head i feel i should not lower myself to allow others to win. holding this letter will drain me but i guess for me to be stronger i have to hold my anger within me to prove to myself that i will not be beaten by words and anger.. I just hope that for those who wait good things will come. And those who hurt others deserve the misery they deserve so they too can feel the pain inflicted by them on others.

Yours,
The fingers that type the keys.