Where are you right now? Part 5

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Seph I feel sorry for you, that’s rough. When I was in 6th class, a neighbour at homes marriage broke up his wife kicked him out for drinking and he landed in our house and asked my mom and dad to stay. He had nowhere else to go so my dad said ok, just until he got somewhere sorted. He was there for over a week, and it was a week of feeling sad and not comfortable in my own house. He was supposed to be on the dry staying with us, but of course the minute he got paid, he was gone for the whole day on the tear and got a taxi out to our house that night, to stay. My dad told him to get back into the taxi and fùck off. The relief. I know it’s not the same as living with someone day in, day out, but it was very stressful for a short few days. When I see you share bits I always feel bad for you. I hope things work out for you all. Everyone deserves to be happy in their own house.


I’m just in bed I’m frozen

Shpud2

I sometimes feel so alone but you're never truly alone. You'll always have your thoughts for company. Some are positive and some are negative and it's a constant battle to not let the negative overcome the positive and let it push you over the edge and it could take one very small thing to set someone over the edge and into freefall. I am currently sitting on the edge, bot figuratively and literally of my bed. Looking for some light at the end of this tunnel.

Heard something on the TV when I was in the kitchen earlier, "Dead man walking" repeated over and over and that's what I feel like. A dead man walking.

Also waiting to get banned because I know I'm going to get a PM with all the helplines and things but trust me I have all the numbers on my phone and I've been using them all the time but that's just ruminating things and makes it worse.

Kitty6277

You’re never alone around here Shpud

Sephiroth_dude

Jazmine Melodic Peephole wrote: »

Seph I feel sorry for you, that’s rough. When I was in 6th class, a neighbour at homes marriage broke up his wife kicked him out for drinking and he landed in our house and asked my mom and dad to stay. He had nowhere else to go so my dad said ok, just until he got somewhere sorted. He was there for over a week, and it was a week of feeling sad and not comfortable in my own house. He was supposed to be on the dry staying with us, but of course the minute he got paid, he was gone for the whole day on the tear and got a taxi out to our house that night, to stay. My dad told him to get back into the taxi and fùck off. The relief. I know it’s not the same as living with someone day in, day out, but it was very stressful for a short few days. When I see you share bits I always feel bad for you. I hope things work out for you all. Everyone deserves to be happy in their own house.


I’m just in bed I’m frozen

Thanks shoes, I wish my parents could do what your dad did, Its my parents I feel sorry for, the abuse they take from him, they don't have the heart to kick him out so they just put up with it and then in turn my heart is breaking because there so unhappy and its not fair .

Anyway I'm desk side watching a documentary about cats .

bassy

Shpud2 wrote: »

I sometimes feel so alone but you're never truly alone. You'll always have your thoughts for company. Some are positive and some are negative and it's a constant battle to not let the negative overcome the positive and let it push you over the edge and it could take one very small thing to set someone over the edge and into freefall. I am currently sitting on the edge, bot figuratively and literally of my bed. Looking for some light at the end of this tunnel.

Heard something on the TV when I was in the kitchen earlier, "Dead man walking" repeated over and over and that's what I feel like. A dead man walking.

Also waiting to get banned because I know I'm going to get a PM with all the helplines and things but trust me I have all the numbers on my phone and I've been using them all the time but that's just ruminating things and makes it worse.

chin up Shpud

Trigger Happy

In bed after a deadly evening. I might hop off the wagon for tomorrow and extend dry January by a day. That's allowed, right?

bassy

Trigger Happy wrote: »

In bed after a deadly evening. I might hop off the wagon for tomorrow and extend dry January by a day. That's allowed, right?

of course thats allowed trigger

Shpud2

Kitty6277 wrote: »

You’re never alone around here Shpud

I feel so alone though

Sephiroth_dude

Shpud2 wrote: »

I feel so alone though

*bro hugs*

The Floyd p

Listening to the new James Blake album would provide temporary alleviation, it's absolutely fabulous.
I'm currently listening to that album.

Edward M

Sephiroth_dude wrote: »

Thanks shoes, I wish my parents could do what your dad did, Its my parents I feel sorry for, the abuse they take from him, they don't have the heart to kick him out so they just put up with it and then in turn my heart is breaking because there so unhappy and its not fair .

Anyway I'm desk side watching a documentary about cats .

Speaking as a parent Seph, I'd rather die than abandon any of my children. I understand your situation and I understand theirs too. It's not like shoes situation at all as her man was not a family member. I'd imagine your parents need your support and help here really, you might be their only real crutch in this. I'd be very supportive of them if I was in your situation and I'm sure you are, but asking or telling them to get rid of him would probably only be another torment to them.
Stick with it if you can, they probably really need you.

Kitty6277

Shpud2 wrote: »

I feel so alone though

We’re all here for you *hugs*

Grandeeod

Big TV time! Watching The Cure 40th Anniversary Concert from last Summer. Its Friday I'm in Love!

bassy

very qt in here tonite,i may unfollow thread

Grandeeod

bassy wrote: »

very qt in here tonite,i may unfollow thread

Seems to be a midweek thread when peeps are bored. I was expecting more myself at weekends. When they all get back here, we should say Fook Off!:D

Still listening to The Cure.:eek:

Kitty6277

Still couchside, eating Sensations

bassy

where,s the queen tonite ?.

Mam of 4

Watching Dead Silent on the ID channel .

Will soon be trawling Netflix for something to watch in bed !

Grandeeod

bassy wrote: »

where,s the queen tonite ?.

Who's Queen??

bassy

Mam of 4 wrote: »

Watching Dead Silent on the ID channel .

Will soon be trawling Netflix for something to watch in bed !

theres a blue movie on rte 2 at 12.30

bassy

Grandeeod wrote: »

Who's Queen??

autosport

Grandeeod

Mam of 4 wrote: »

Watching Dead Silent on the ID channel .

Will soon be trawling Netflix for something to watch in bed !

Doing the same myself. All quiet here.

Mam of 4

Grandeeod wrote: »

Who's Queen??

Auto I'm thinking ?

Kitty6277

bassy wrote: »

autosport

Probably off stalking someone

bassy

Mam of 4 wrote: »

Auto I'm thinking ?

spot on mam

bassy

Kitty6277 wrote: »

Probably off stalking someone

she never

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bassy wrote: »

autosport

https://youtu.be/2LH_ZqpFUJU
Bet she fell out of her bush looking at her fav men

Mam of 4

Grandeeod wrote: »

Doing the same myself. All quiet here.

Have you watched Abducted In Plain Sight ?
It's worth a watch , its a doc/film .

bassy

Jazmine Melodic Peephole wrote: »

https://youtu.be/2LH_ZqpFUJU
Bet she fell out of her bush looking at her fav men

livening up now lol lol

Grandeeod

bassy wrote: »

spot on mam

Auto?

Who knows. Weekend is here and some do different things I suppose. But this is really quiet alright. Still say we should fook em from a height when they ramble back in.:D The Cure are nearly finished their set.