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Tired of Probably Depressed Friend

  • 17-03-2014 08:47PM
    #1
    Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 166,012 ✭✭✭✭


    Hi,

    Long story short, two of my friends and I self-harmed at the same time. I got through it (a different two friends inspired me to stop), then I supported one of my friend to stop herself, but a year on the other friend still self-harms.

    For months she was adamant that she would stop self-harming “at some stage,” which was tough to hear because we wanted her to stop hurting herself the way we did. All three of us are concerned that she’s depressed. She says that she’s thinking about going to the GP about it and she’s thinking about going to a counsellor, but she never does. My friend and I have been nothing but supportive, sending lists of resources (e.g. Pieta House website) and saying we’d even go with her to wherever she needed for moral support if she wanted it and we’ve given her alternatives to self-harming. I’ve spent countless hours giving her support and advice, even when I was lying in bed falling sleep I got up when she rang because I knew she needed me, but I’m drained now. I find that I have no more support left to give her, and after a catch-up with my other friend, she’s saying the same.

    We try to be supportive but all she ever seems to say for the past few months is how horrible and terrible her life is. She’s overly dramatic about how hard everything is and it’s getting hard to support her when she really needs it now. She makes mountains out of mole hills and after months of this it’s just become very, very annoying. I feel like I’m wasting my time offering her any advice because she won’t take it. If I go to her with something silly or my own problems (like I found out the guy I liked was actually manipulating me recently), she just makes the conversation serious, depressing and all about her troubles again two minutes later. She exaggerates everything (even when she complains about situations that I saw first-hand) and it’s just annoying now.

    It’s like with very minor problem she comes to me or my friend (or both) and she just makes everything sound so tough and dreadful like she’s the only person in the world with problems. She tells me about her self-harming and at first it was okay because I was trying to support her in stopping, but lately it’s like she’s bragging about it and she sees that it really annoys me when she does that. If I have a problem with her I’m afraid to bring it up in case she just cuts herself again (recently we were texting and ended up having a fight. While we were texting, she tweeted about how she lasted two days without cutting, but that had gone out the window now and how she didn’t need any of this stress right now). It’s like she always has to have the worst life, and as bad as it sounds I’m just sick of listening to it.

    Has anybody any advice?


Comments

  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 1,861 ✭✭✭IrishEyes19


    I'm not sure you are going to like what I say, OP.

    First of all congrats on getting through what was probably a very hard time for you, its great that you got through this.

    Im going to be honest with you, I appreciate that you are feeling exhausted with your friends behaviour but not everyone heals the same way. Some people take it harder than others.

    If you feel you cant give her what she needs anymore, then maybe its time to end the friendship but I do think you are looking at this with rose coloured glasses because you have gotten through a rough patch and are feeling good. It sounds like this girl hasnt gotten there yet or else she wouldnt be behaving this way.


  • Closed Accounts Posts: 12,687 ✭✭✭✭Penny Tration


    I agree with the previous poster saying different people heal differently and at different times. Your friend is obviously very depreased, and needs support.

    However, you cannot fix it. You're not a professional, you only have personal experience to go on. You need to look after yourself first and foremost and right now, it sounds like you're looking after your friend to the detriment of your own well being.

    If I were in your position, I would contact her parents and tell them what's been going on. I had to do it years ago with a friend who self harmed and while he was fuming with me, he got the professional help he needed and has never self harmed since.


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 4,695 ✭✭✭December2012


    I agree with the above poster. Your friends needs professional help. You aren't a professional.

    How do you feel about talking to her parents?


  • Posts: 26,052 ✭✭✭✭ [Deleted User]


    You need to put her parents on the case, then distance yourself. You can't jeopardise your own recovery from a very self destructive behaviour by being emotionally blackmailed by your friend, which is what she was doing by letting it be known she harmed after your fight. I'm not saying she's very aware of that, but it's still true.

    This is not your problem to solve. Get her family in the picture and then step back and look after yourself. It's not an uncaring thing to do, and you can put the adults in her life help her in the appropriate way for her.

    Well done you for stopping . :)


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 166,012 ✭✭✭✭LegacyUser


    Thanks guys!

    IrishEyes19, if I left her right now I'd feel terrible. She's one of my closest friends and it would look like I just abandoned her when she needed me. Plus, it would be awkward with us having a lot of mutual friends, inside and out of college.

    She told me that her parents know what's going on but don't care. Apparently they've seen cuts on her arms and she had to tell them everything. This happened in September/October, and she's gone to no-one (as far as I'm aware) for any help since then.


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  • Closed Accounts Posts: 8,057 ✭✭✭MissFlitworth


    She told me that her parents know what's going on but don't care. Apparently they've seen cuts on her arms and she had to tell them everything. This happened in September/October, and she's gone to no-one (as far as I'm aware) for any help since then.

    Unless her parents aren't very nice people that sounds like a convenient lie. Tell them anyway, confirm for yourself that they do or don't know.


  • Registered Users, Registered Users 2 Posts: 77 ✭✭borabora


    Look up BPD and see if any of it sounds familiar in relation to your friend. It is incredibly emotionally draining to deal with. As said above, you are different people with different things going on, healing at different times. As harsh as it sounds, you need to look after your own recovery. Support your friend insofar as possible, but guard yourself. Self harm is addictive, you really don't want to get dragged back down there.


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